Coming
I can feel it coming.
Like a storm cloud off in the distance.
It rumbles and rolls, inside my head and my heart.
I hate that it can still do this to me.
I wish I could leave the past in the past.
If there were a pill I could take that would wash it away, I would take a dozen.
I can feel it coming.
I have to say I'm sorry, in advance, for what may appear here in the coming days. Weeks?
I have to let it out. It has stormed inside of me for far too long.
Twenty years of letting it beat me down, and finally, I will conquer it.
I'm ready to fight.
This time, I will win.
I will win.
Like a storm cloud off in the distance.
It rumbles and rolls, inside my head and my heart.
I hate that it can still do this to me.
I wish I could leave the past in the past.
If there were a pill I could take that would wash it away, I would take a dozen.
I can feel it coming.
I have to say I'm sorry, in advance, for what may appear here in the coming days. Weeks?
I have to let it out. It has stormed inside of me for far too long.
Twenty years of letting it beat me down, and finally, I will conquer it.
I'm ready to fight.
This time, I will win.
I will win.
You don't have to say you're sorry for letting your words out in your own space. Ever.
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Everybody here is rooting for you, hon. Say/do whatever you need to say/do to take care of yourself. xoxo
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You don't have to apologize for any of it. No matter what you need to say...and yes, I'm reading backwards...but still. This is your space, love. Write whatever you need too. Your words are beautiful and you are as well.
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you are winning! you are! keep writing, unapologetically.
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You WILL win! And you don't have to apologize to me!!!
Hope all is well, you know where to find me if you need anything.
XOXO
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You are winning and some day I hope the storm passes.
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This is how you will win and we are all on your team. Keep writing and DO NOT apologize.
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No apologies. only healing, please. *HUG*
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